|
| winter is over, spring is back which means the background goes from gloomy black to cubbie blue FUCK i swore i wouldnt forget about xanga again but i did, i need document my life ya know march madness was entertaining but still a small let down because of how predictable it was for the first year ever NBA Playoffs on now!!!! BULLS ARE UP 2-0 ON THE HEAT!!!! Luol has been awesome the 1st 2 games and we dominatin, KEEP IT UP! I'm also rootin for the suns, i love the team and watching their style of play a lot. damn its been so long since my last post man so much has happened....i didnt get in my yearly cubs optimism post. I guess maybe its cuz almost every year the bears are done at best in early january and i go thru withdrawal so i start missing the cubs so bad...but clearly that didnt happen this yr, they made it all the way to february. the o-birds are goin back to lisle, better then ever. I hope so fuckin bad that we get our roster to work out with Dev and casey and this kid greg hacholski who i dont know but he might be a part of our team. And i sincerely hope i dont get jipped outt of a ton of money due to lack of commitments. Even moreso, I PRAY that we can compete in a game, show that we dont suck. And if we win a game, I will seriously die and go to Heaven because that is my ultimate dream, and if it were to happen nothing could be more amazing .......wellllll maybe i shouldnt quite say that, everythings been pretty amazing since april 16 <3 lara | | |
| I always hate february, its definitely the worst month of the year. Short dark deprssing days, and even more importantly its the worst time of year for sports. Football is over, baseball doesnt really start till April, and basketball is in the middle of the regular season and can be tedious and a tad boring in the middle of a season long grind. BUT ITS ALMOST OVER! Championship Week is next week, and its my favorite sports time of the year. Just an overdose of college basketball, and then the NCAA Tournament, the best sporting event of the year. And I'm followin the IHSA basketball playoffs this year too. Even tho LT lost I'm still gonna go see St. Joe's (DEMETRI MCCAMEY!) and proviso east at the fieldhouse for sectionals. And i definitely am takin a trip to oak lawn next week to watch MY IDOL DERRICK ROSE up close and personal. Man I love and loathe the Pleasantdale basketball league. it's a lot of fun, we're a good team winning some games but these kids are just such fuckin pricks. There are 4 teams total and the other 3 that arent us are all friends and gang up on us cuz they know we're the best. I know we're the best, but the refs have been costing us the games!!!!!!!!!! THAT FAT ASS WOMAN IS SUCH A FUCKING CHEATER! She knows nothing about basketball and gives us absolutely no calls. It's such BULLSHIT! Playoffs and Championship games are both right after each other MArch 10th so come out and support us, WE HAVE TO BE CHAMPS!! I'm hopin this weekend will be a blast. 18th birthday on friday, KOH dance on saturday, i'm gonna blow the fuckin roof off all weekend long!!! | | |
| This is the first time that I'd actually forgotten about xanga, we won't be letting that happen again. Damn. There's nothing left to say really. My rage for what happened in the super bowl yesterday was absolute, but it was also over in about 30 minutes. Now its just this empty feeling, I don't even know where to go from here, what's the point of ever caring about anything now? No point, thats what. I'm not gonna even bother commentating on why the bears lost like I usually would, itd just be too much reliving pain. All I wanted was something to celebrate, it would have been complete bliss. But, as I know all too well, it's just unbearable disappointment. Why must it be this way? I just want something that will make me happier than I could ever imagine, but my team just cant ever win. ever. This is a lot like how I myself just don't have the eye of the tiger. I've played so much, but I can't even remember the last time I won a basketball game. It's become so frusturating I just want to tear something apart but I dont know what. Of course Pirates season went 0-10 so that sucked. Then since about the end of November we've been playing basketball every friday at mina's church and our team just can't seem to win. Every fuckin week it comes down to the final possession and every fuckin week we just barely lose. Now we're in the Pleaasantdale High School league. We thought we'd run through this league easy. But we arent. We're 0-2, and we're better than this. Much better. If I could just get over the hump, just win ONCE i KNOW it would start going downhill and we'd win a lot. But I just gotta get that eye of the tiger. And play through this bad ankle like a legend. BEARS 4 LYFE | | |
| Overall, it's been a pretty good and much needed vacation. The best thing that can be said about it is that it actually feels like it lasted a long time, which I love. There were some fun and some very frusturating times. Some of the memorable highlites include our Christmas Party at Liz's, Christmas Eve at grandma audrey's, Christmas Day at grammy anne's, playing disney scene it making a run to mcdonalds watching hercules, going to an awesome water park with my cousins from North Carolina, the pursuit of happyness, wanting to look for hoes in menards, holding a new year's party, the girls coming over to my house, BOISE STATE hook and ladder, playing a lot of basketball, hitting little kids in the head, playing an epic football game in the mud, chillin with rowsan, and watching football. It does seem to have lasted a long time. But the main reason for Winter Break being great was coming home every night for two weeks and wtaching 3-4 episodes of Digimon. It was such an awesome blast from the past, I still remember waking up early every Saturday morning to watch it. It's one of the best shows ever and I hope I never forget it, and the power of the 8 crests. And Myotismon, WarGreymon, warp digivolving, the dark masters, gennai, Tai, the digidestined! Digimon was great to me...and now it's over. I'll miss it so dearly.  THE BEST DIGIMON EVER, WARGREYMON!!
 TAI, THE LEADER, CREST OF COURAGE!!!
 AND ALL THE DIGIDESTINED AND DIGIMON, THE FRIENDS FOR LIFE!!!
But now the holiday season is over, and the dreadful winter months kick in. from here to about March Madness is always the worst part of the year. Nothing to look forward to excpt the long dreary 3rd quarter. Hopefully the Bears can take care of that though...well, it's back to the daily grind. But I'm gonna miss this break so much, so much. I know I'm gonna wish for the next many weeks to come that I could just go back to Winter Break, those long nights, and just watch Digimon again. But even if I try to recreate that, it'll never be the same. It was just too great to replicate. I think the reason I love Digimon so much is because it's another place to escape to. That's what makes Digimon, DBZ, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings and such so great. They are places to escape to. Digimon reminds me of a life I once lived and loved in Elgin. I felt like by reliving Digimon I could reconnect with those great times. And although I loved it, it's just not the same. I just wish I could experience my old time days of Barrington and Elgin one last time...and for real. The other thing about Digimon is that it creates a sense of belonging. It's main premise says that the worlds cannot coexist in harmony unless all 8 digidestined are together. And the meanings of all the crests contribute to a larger group connections. It's not just the Courage or Friendship within the person, it's the Courage or Friendship that unites the group as a whole, and I think we all love that idea. I know I do. I also know I'll always miss Digimon...Goodbye. | | |
| the last four friday's have been awesome. Rise of Taj, Hooter's, Bulls game, butt sex, and plenty of just chillin, which is always the funniest time. Saturday's, however, have been pretty dreadful for the most part, though. Hopefully tonight's Christmas Party will end the trend of December. On thursday I got my Digimon complete season 1 and it's gonna be awesome watching it. Even though the dialogue is so stupid, the plot line as a whole is still sweet. Christmas time is so great. Listening to 93.9, eating cookies, drinking eggnog, buying presents, receiving presents, watching sports, it's always a happy time. So, as Kornheiser would say, have a holly jolly Christmas you little hobbits | | |
|
